I think it is time to change things up.
I guess the lesson is that even though I am technically quitting, even though I feel as though I am letting people down in my life I know that is not the case. I am doing what is right for me and everyone needs to learn when to say it's time for me to raise the flag and rise up again in a different light. So to go by the words of the late great Walt Disney " Around here we don't look backwards for long. We keep moving forward, opening up new doors and doing new things because we're curious and curiosity keeps leading us down to paths."