Continuously losing myself and finding out who I am today is something that I have learned has taken place multiple times and will happen time and time again.
I use my job, my religious and spiritual experiences and just life to find myself.
This is about sharing my experiences and my lessons for myself in truth to continue to write and remember that when in a time of loss and confusion there is always a way back to the answer.
Tuesday, April 5, 2011
Today was awesomely just terrible. I was fine while doing some intervals. They were light and short I promise. However while at real life during their breakfast hour I started getting chest pains and couldn't breath. I know I should have gone to urgent care right then but I just couldn't bring myself to do that. Instead I went home showered, and went to school to let my teacher know I was heading to urgent care. Heres the knee slap of the day; there was a sub for the class. As I was writing a note for the teach cause I got there early the sub walks in and after asking if I were here for kinisiology she told me I looked terrible and let me sign in and leave. How awesome is that! I went to urgent care after that with steff who is amazing by the way. After being x-rayed and getting an ekg done they sent me to a real hospital cause of my low heartrate. It got into the thirties at a point which apparently is to low. At this point the pain wasn't terrible but it was there. I peed in a funny little cup got blood drawn and did another ekg and xray. After all that I watched some tv with steff till I passed out. Did I mention how awesome steff is. She was there with me the entire time. After a short nap I woke up with epic chest pain. I totally thought I was having a heart attack but apparently not. After a ct scan and a near hilarious rookie of the year incident with the doctor they still don't know what's wrong with me. So they sent me home with pain med prescription. I went to dinner at marie calendars. With steff cause I was starving! I didn't even get hospital food. Except for apple juice and crackers cause of a low glucose level. So I was in need of food. At marie calendars Jessi and trish came by with gabe. They are also awesome. It was a great conversation and a good laugh. After dinner I got some pain meds andnow I am home about to pass out. Good night Till next time Nicoly!